Update: I went to my second hospital program to check it out and I really think I'm going to like it (I must say it was frustrating in figuring where I had to go and I slept for 1 1/2 hours when I got home after I took care of some things for my boys... so exhausted!
At this hospital it's a professionals program so I'm not mixed in with the court ordered population. I also really liked the therapist I met with for an hour who runs the program. I will be grouped with other people fighting through depression and anxiety. On the down side it's a 45 minute drive from my home - however it's a highly rated program. The outpatient program for the first two weeks is: M, Tues, Thurs, Fri 9 - 2pm. Then it meets M, W, F 9 - 2 for four weeks. I start this Friday. I always wanted to go to camp - LOL!

- hope I'm still laughing when I start the program!