I can't seem to do anything right according to myself. I don't eat right, sleep right, talk, walk, smile or laugh right.
I am so tired of doing everything wrong and I'm really annoyed with myself for being so critical and judgemental of myself.
I'm not even this mean to people whom I don't like so why do I insist on being so hard on myself?
I go to the store and have a conversation with the cashier about quitting smoking. (She had quit about 6 months ago and I'm trying to quit now.) When I left the store all I did was find fault in every little thing I did and said. I talked too much, I talk too fast, I look really stupid, she thinks I'm a pig because of all of the food I got, ect...
I just go on and on about it and I'm REALLY getting on my nerves. I can't even complain about my complaining without complaining about it!
God I really get on my own nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!