thank you everyone.

littles are close and we feel very small today. taking small steps, and doing comforting things.

Took big step today and had boyfriend finally take possession of the book i bought him (Allies in Healing) which is for supporters of folks like us. Was scary but felt sort of good.

I shaved off some of my hair (all underneath) and let the top half long - feels so much nicer and lighter. I can go from punk style to you wouldnt even notice in no time!

I have oodles of support from the furred ones. actually right now its hard to type because there is a small purring black body splayed across my belly and chest with his head in my neck. Too cute.

Thanks for understanding about my not posting much. Im knee deep in another crash right now. One day at a time.