I can't handle my psychosis. I have PTSD, depression, and borderline personality disorder. It's all difficult to deal with but the psychosis has made coping impossible. I can't go to college. I can't get a job. I can't do anything besides blast my music, wait for the next dose of meds, and beg for it all to stop. I feel suicidal yet my doctors don't think I need to be hospitalized. I try to talk to my family but they're sick of hearing about it. I hate feeling like a burden. I feel so alone and depressed. I think this post might be pointless too. What kind of life is this?