Man what a week. I don't know about Blackdragon, but me, I am tired so tired of using and doing the laxitives. I am not kidding. I realize how demoralizing it is to do this. I do agree that being overweight and larger due to eating too much is better than smelling and sounding like poope. So The large looming question for me is to ask myself what to do now. For now 5 days I have taken 25 magnasuam pills, and 10 stool softeners with sennodes. I have used up quite a bit of t.p. I have made the home bathroom unpleasant in more ways than I can list or desire to disclose. Yet I still took more of the laxitives at lunchtime. I ate a bag of potatoe chips at ten oclock after group and that determined that I was to do a purge.

The real truth is being told. The story is being put on paper here. Some more is to be shared here.

I had an appointment with L. at 1 pm and probably should not go there because the Laxitive will be kicking into total swing at that time or shortly thereafter. We had a movie date. RRRRRRRRRR

A bulimic rant ........................................