a HUUGE thank you to everyone here. i have just said in another post how grateful i am to everyone who has helped me over the last few months.

i have had a whole week of feeling good about myself, and i havent been really unhappy since last thursday. i am so glad i have gone so long feeling happy and for the first time in AGES i feel so optimistic about my future. this morning i had a daydream about my life 10 years down the line and i saw myself so clearly and how i am living. i had butterflies in my stomach and felt so excited. i cannot explain how much this has to do with you guys here.

councilling was the best decision i have ever made in my life, and signing up to PC was the second. i am now able to talk with such interesting and fantastic people which i dont get in my everyday life. i hold so much respect for everyone here, and i mean everyone!

i want to pay back all the help you have provided me here and i cant think of any thing better than to offer my full support to everyone here. i want every single one of you to know that you can pm me anytime if you want or need to. i would like nothing more than to be able to help all of you so please feel free to pm me anytime.

i am always here for you guys, ok.

i just wanted to say thank you to you all.

speak soon

simon