I came here hoping to find others that I could talk to that would understand. I haven't used the site the way I should. I am having a hard time getting myself involved and communicating. Today I am so down I can hardly move. Family issues have really come to a head and I don't have the energy, where-with-all or ability to play mediator. I can't get across to any of them that I don't have anything left. I AM EMPTY! I can't do it anymore. I don't even care how selfish this sounds.