I recently had myself admitted to the psych ward so I didn't attempt suicide. And I suppose I am not as suicidal anymore, but I don't really feel much better at all. Sure it creates more medical records that could help with SSI which I am trying to get...but its just more proof I can't function very well and I don't even know if I'll get approved. I'd like to think that was my first and last time at a psych ward but I doubt it.

I feel like I cause more problems than I am worth, and no one truly understands not even my closest friend...he understands more than some though. Seems like there's no place for me in this world.