I leave in a bit to drive the 30 mins to go see my T. I haven't seen her for the past 2 weeks, so my routine that I finally settled into has been broken and I'm back to being super nervous before our appts again. I haven't felt this much anxiety about T since I first started going a month ago and i hate feeling like i "regressed" or took 2 steps backwards after finally taking a step forward.

I have some important things to bring up to her, a few questions, and I'm going to try and let her lead as much as I can so we can get things 'moving'. I'm so nervous though. ;.;

Anyone wanna pocket ride for me tonight, if you're not tired of it yet? :S I think I might bring my stuffed animal tonight too for some extra help in calming down..