Sorry, my phone won't let me use the trigger icon. But yeah. TRIGGER

I don't even know if depression is the issue but I figured I would fit in here. Today after church I had a really strong desire to run my car off the road and into something. To just end it all. I've never had suicidal urges like that. Actually during church I had been comparatively happy. I felt spiritually connected again. But afterward I fell apart again. I feel like I'm becoming seriously mentally ill, and I feel worthless because of it and for it. Please, if you're religious in any way, pray for me. And I don't exactly know what sort of advice to ask for but someone to talk to would be nice. I'm never able to see my therapist.