Wow! I could have written this word for word a year ago when I first started working with my t. I can so identify with those statements! I'm currently in the last weeks of my therapy, I've made TONS of progress over the past year and wanted to share a little to hopefully encourage you to keep up the good work!

I worked very hard this past 12+ months - it was challenging, freeing, tough, fun, etc... every emotion I could think of.... I cried many tears in t and we laughed together a lot as well. There were times when I was so mad at my t I could of spit nails but we talked about it each time and it strengthened our connection. I went through the wonderful fun of transference (!) when I told T I love her and we talked a good few times about THAT too. I encourage you to keep up the good work - it is SO very worth it when you get to where I am these days.

I wish the very best for you in your journey!! I hope you don't mind my sharing, your words above that I quoted just sounded SO much like me a year ago I felt compelled to respond!