I will pray for you! Hang in there and don't give up hope. I am on a down swing myself, but it too shall pass.
If I may offer that my faith is all I have left after losing everything else. As sad and depressed as I was, I knew that God was with me, and I called His name, and I prayed, and I did receive comfort.
Fight back and dont leave us....we need you and God loves you!