I am in a similiar sinking canoe. I am unemployed, out of money, can't find a job, twisted both my ankles (possibly broken, no insurance to go to doc) and dealing with trying to stop drinking. i have no close friends, only old friends who i don't really want to burden, so i can't talk to them. my boyfriend and i don't talk much anymore, i fear when i am able to walk again he will leave me. i don't want to worry my family, so they are out too. i too am constantly in tears, can't afford the kleenex so my nose hurts too! i have had bad patches in my life but this one seems to be the worst. i know a little bit about what you are going through and it really sucks. i'm not religious and i don't have any real support system. i hope knowing there are other people in similiar canoes will help a little, i know it has brought me a small bit of solace. this is my first reply on this website and it felt good to just let someone else know about what is really happening in my life.