I think I might have depression. As my T says, I started out with an eating disorder and landed up with possible depression instead, which sucks! I really would rather have an eating disorder than depression. I feel like I have no control over my mood and the way I react to things anymore. I'm not sure if I for sure have it, because I haven't gone to a psychiatrist yet. I don't want to go. And I REALLY don't want to take medication. I'm just feeling so blah.