What makes me laugh is actually quite hurting everytime I suddenly realize the horrible state and mess of a human I am by seeing how others are all what I am not, this isn't me comapring myself but me becoming aware of just how bad I am at the realization of how humans in my reality are really like and what makes them the acceptable and right in a sense people they are. I am no way near anything of that I am at the other end to what they look and can say see the horrible disgusting state that some humans are that we have to live around.

I just plan hate the mess and exsistance that I am