I just checked out my ex husband's facebook- bad idea, but I was bored and do that every now and again. I feel like such a loser. I'm 32 and single, no husband, no kids, no house, no savings. I have a job, but nothign else. I live in a town with no friends (one or two that I have live outside of the city and at least an hour drive) and my family is all at least an hour away.

I just feel like a freaking loser. I feel fat and ugly lately and there is just no point. Other people can find the love of their life, why can't I? I'm trying. I'm not going to settle, but i AM at least trying. Maybe I should just go home and go to bed...when i wake up I might be in a better mood. I hate myself today and I don't know why...