sorry i havent replied to anyone. my internet was down till yesterday.

im reluctant to talk to anyone about this because i want to think that its just middle-class american angst. the desire to want to break out of my mundane daily life, which isnt privileged but is by no means difficult, seems to be a fairly common feeling especially among young adults. im at the point now where i almost wish i would have a breakdown of some sort, just so i knew. the fence-sitting grows quite trite. meh, i just dont know right now. i feel like im wasting peoples time because my problems 'arent that bad', but i dont have anything to compare it to.

One own the air, one pay to breathe.
- NOFX