I am a failure at work. I cant do the most mundane tasks. My behavior is not like me. Someone there was a ***** about my odd behavior. I told T I was having major dificulties at work. I am so afraid but I dont matter. How do I tell people that something is wrong with me, that my brain is to ceasing to function and that it is alarming and not have them thnk it is bec. I am crazy? I am a new kind of crazy, as in I remember doing something odd for my behavior which I was unaware that I was breaking this social skill. I feel ridiculed every freaking day and I have NO control over being incompetent. I cant remind myself to do better, it doesn't help. I ****ing hate people at work. I hate being on called on everything I do wrong, I hate myzelf. I need a brain scan or something. Sometbing has changed. HELP ME PLEASE!