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Originally Posted by sugahorse1
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T and I had a chat. I'm changing my mind. It does seem I ought to go to hospital and be fair to everyone.
Let the pdoc know how much of a mess I've made of my meds, stop and detox the lot, and restart from the beginning with a clean slate.
It seems like such a big commitment, when it really shouldn't be. It's only for my benefit anyway. How can I be thinking twice about my health?
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Dear Sugahorse,
I have not been on this site for long, maybe six months, but I have followed your posts. My observation is that you have been really struggling and that there has been a gradual, steady decline. You may have a good weekend or a short period of relief, but it seems that this depressive state has its hold on you.
You mentioned in an earlier post about some relationship issues with your boyfriend. I agree that relationships, when they are not entirely healthy, can be a trigger. So you have your health issues and he is consumed with himself. Kinda sounds like you don't have support at home............
You also mentioned self care. I think that getting detoxed and starting with a clean slate, in an environment where there are people who care about you, sounds like self care to me.
I think on this site we respect each other enough to support each other, regardless of the decisions made. However, if I could be of any influence, I would be directing you to the hospital.