Holidays are hard for me now. My dad died 16 years ago, grandpa 10 years ago, mom 4 years ago, grandma 3 years ago, and other grandparents fairly recently as well.
My dad had a big, but very dysfunctional family.
My mom had one living brother, who has basically disowned me for things he thinks happened that did not.

Christmas used to be a big thing for us, lots of family and friends. Now, it's nothing. Might even just be me, my husband and our 2 children this year. Sad