Hamster, The weight issue is depressing in itself. All my clothes are size 8, none now fit me !
I can't afford a whole new wardrobe. I don't want one either, but I've gained weight purely by inactivity, I eat once a day (not home cooked or healthy though I admit) usually readymeal or takeaway maybe twice a week. My self confidence is gone, my hair needs colouring badly, and I generally feel a wreck.
Being LITERALLY in bed all year, no wonder !
How do I break this ? Get help ? It's all too much, It seems a HUGE mountain, way too huge.

You mention cuddling, touch, yes I miss human contact and those things. Can't believe I've not seen or spoken to anyone except my son in a year. That's scary !

So Hamster is your advice to embrace this sexual need, both mine and my man's.
He certainly is hugely sexually frustrated !

Can I P.M. you ?
Thank you and EVERYONE who replied to my question.

I would value any advice you have.

Thank you again.