dear t, i don't know what the goal was tonight, but all i am thinking now is, why wait?

it seems like every time i feel collaboration with you, you feel it too and run for the hills. i am sorry. i hate me too.

i was totally excited when you told me "i get you" a couple of appts ago, i actually felt hope. it just seems like now maybe you didn't really say that, or maybe you said and didn't realize who you were actually talking too?

ps tonight wasn't the night to be yawning. it just added fuel to the fire.
pss you should have just cancelled
ppss i don't have any hope left