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Originally Posted by crystalbleach
After binging heavily for about 2-3 weeks, I'm now in the restricting phase. I overdosed on laxatives a few days ago and couldn't eat for days and I was stuck on the toilet for hours at a time. Now I'm really hungry but can't bare the thought of eating anything. I really freaking hate this but it's so much better than binging and purging several times a day.
I like the high I get from restricting and I know I shouldn't. Eating disorders are confusing!
#rant
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Yeah, tell me about it! Honestly, binging & purging is so exhausting. It's way easier for me to starve, but that's where the cycle starts! I have found that eating 5 small meals throughout the day works pretty well. This way I don't have to eat so many calories, and I can focus 1 meal at a time.
