ive noticed something about my sessions with T. i struggle with intimacy a lot...romantic and non-romantic. and ive noticed that when we have sessions where I feel a disconnect or a distance that i can handle her absence better? whereas if we have a really good session and connection where i feel pretty close to her i struggle the rest of the day/week? almost like i dont want to feel that because it points out the void in the rest of my life and i cant have more of it without her? i dunno......anybody have any thoughts on this? ive noticed with most other people its the opposite?