Thanks Salvathor you are right, we sit here worrying about them and why they act this way and the chances are they are not worried, thank you for you kind words, im sorry you have lost friends but you sound like your in a good place and have moved on
Thank you clue for your kindness and support it is hard but i do believe we will be at paeace eventualy, its just hard when your in the middle of it.
Thanks for taking the time to listen and support guys