I'm not going to bore with the details of what I hate so much about myself, but I find myself wishing more and more that I just looked like someone more beautiful. I really think I'm ugly and have so many ugly features. I'm not looking for "you are beauty within" sort of posts. It is what it is. I can't bare to look in the mirror. I'm not the same woman my husband married. I believe my looks are the main reason for my depression.
So, do you ever wish you were someone else, or at least looked different?
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