Yes. Same for me. The feeling of a carrot being dangled in front of me and not being able to capture it for my own is a huge issue I dealt with even before T came along. I was horribly in love with a person I worked with daily but knew I could never be with.

So with T I really struggle to keep a distance and not get too attached. Not to mention all the childhood issues that plague me.

This week I had a good session with T and felt we were both happy wIth one another. So I've been trying to come up with topics for next session that will perhaps be more difficult for hm to get through to me on just so I can get irritated with him again.