TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY ,I FEEL SO ALL ALONG,BUT THAT ALOT OF THE TIME,EVEN WHEN PEOPLE ARE AROUND I FEEL DOWN,I GET UP N THE MORNING ONLY TO HURRY UP AND GET THOUGHT THE DAY.AT NIGHT I DONT SLEEP GOOD, SO I READ OR I LISTEN TO MUSIC.I WISH I HAD OTHER PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND ME.I HAVE HAD BIPOLAR FOR 10YRS NOW, AND JUST HAD A BIG SET BACK,I HAVE BEEN ON ALL THE MEDS OUT THERE AND HAVE BEEN IN THE HOSP FOR OVER 10 Xs.I HAVE TRYED TO TAKE MY OWN LIFE MANY TIMES BEFORE AND BEEN MANIC SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE.I CYCE A LOT.I JUST REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.I JUST
CAME DOWN OFF A MANIC STAGE,I WAS OUT BUYING EVERYTHING I COULD GET MY HANDS ON ( ALL OIL SPRAY), AND I COULDNT STOP CLEANING MY HOUSE,AFTER 4WEEKS OR SO OF THAT AND NO SLEEP I GOT DEPRESS,AND WAS SENT TO THE HOSP .