As most people with mood disorders, I have been feeling really down during this holiday season. Physically I have been coping with kidney stones and bad arthritis, mentally with BPD and Bipolar. I take minimum meds, just Wellbutrin and Clonipin. I gained way too much weight with other meds. Anyway, yesterday I saw a 15 minute video of my little granddaughter in my daughters belly. She is 5 months pregnant and this video was so clear and cute it brought tears to my eyes.

My mental problems have taken away so much, my friends, a bunch of my family, and my hope. Well, the little one gave me back some of that hope this holiday season.