I don't feel projected on. I've actually the last few days been feeling sort of powerful. I used to feel this way a lot many years ago.

This thing I used to notice is when I am about to drive under a streetlight, it will burn out. I used to notice that a lot when I was younger. I would think, "did that burn out because of me?" Because I'm powerful enough to blow out the street light? Then it stopped happening, but I also stopped feeling so powerful. I haven't noticed it happening for years. I would even think sometimes "I used to burn out street lights, now I don't."

Well.... ah ha! Suddenly over the past month, I notice every time I drive at night at least one street light will burn out as I drive under it. Every day (I drive at night every day.) Every day this is happening. At least one. Sometimes two. so I am wondering, is it me? Or is it that I'm thinking it's me and it's just coincidance?