Hi Everyone,
Congrats Ray!!

I haven't smoked for about 21 hours now. I get sudden cravings for a smoke but then it goes away in about a minute and if it doesn't then I pop a piece of Nicorette gum in my mouth. I don't chew on it for long with it not tasting too good and I feel like I'm getting more nicotine out of it then needed.
I still feel soooo fat. I've been exercising everyday and I've been trying my best to watch what I eat but I still feel like a big plop of lard. I don't get fat in the cool places either-like my boobs, butt or thighs-no, it goes right to my stomache and I have small boobs so the fat on my tummy gets really emphasized by my flat chest. It's irking the heck out of me. I wish I was the type of woman who's getting fat means getting volumptuous, like a lot of women I know. arg!
Anyway-whenever I look in the mirror I want to light up and live on cigarettes and diet soda. I hate being fat with a passion.
By the way-my Aunt Flo is with me so I'm a little crankier than usual.
If I can get through the rest of the day without running to the corner store-I'll be soooo proud of myself.