Im so sorry Salvatore you seem like such a kind person and dont deserve to be treated this way, it was so good of you to offer support when you are suffering so badly.
Its so heart breaking to hear how lonely you are feeling and thoes people who have hurt you are scum and not worth half of what you are worth, i realy hope you find some peace and a way to distance yourself from these people. Do you have a T or a pdoc you can talk to?
I know its little or no help but you can come talk to me anytime, i would like to help if i can.
take care and thanks for your support