I'm not on meds. I had a bad experience on them when I was put on them for depression. They made me so manic and with really low downs too which made me suicidal. I was really weary of going back on them... but I don't know if it would be different with the mood stabiliser drug as well. Has anyone found that meds help?

Some days I find it so hard to think. My thoughts just race and it's hard to grab onto things and remember anything... Then sometimes I'm really angry for no reason really... And for short periods of time I slip into a bad depression and it feels like it's been there for ages and I've felt like that for ages, but then I get out of it and everything is good and I just stop seeing psychologists and think everything is fine again and I'm all good.