Hi there I really can feel how your're feeling coz all this while until now my family have a crisis. Only now is getting better. Crisis like until my dad claimed that they wanna to sell off the house and distributed the money to me and my sibling to live on our own. etc etc a lots of things been happening.......... But I really thank GOD that He provide me with support. not just internet but also i have a lots of good frens, psy and pdocs to help me up and my family members. But of coz they focus on me first. I've learnt things and got tougher in life. And I believe that U too CAN do it. you need to find as many supports as you can but preferably frens at ur college, neighbour whom you can meet them face to face. and yup a psy at the same time be brave always and start looking for job i've done that too until now i still have saving though am not working and I did go somewhere ..( unable to work at the moment....... )
Dont worry you're never be alone be strong always no matter what perseveres NEver Give Up! hugiesssssssssss

with love
hoshime unami