I told my husband that he needs to move out. Our middle son's birthday is Dec. 16th and then Xmas, but after that he needs to leave. It is so hard living with someone who has broken your heart and acts like everything is okay. Watching him go about his business like nothing has happened, wondering if he's already moving on to someone new, waiting for the communication that never comes. I've known for nine of the ten years that we've been married that he is incapable of loving me, but I thought if I loved him enough that it could work. It didn't. Now my heart is breaking and he seems relieved. I am counting the minutes until...I don't know. The healing can begin?

Thank you for letting me cry on your shoulders.