do whatever you can to cope. i feel your pain man. after my second episode i was tormented with severely painful emotions and intrusive thoughts... i wasn't sure if i would survive, but i coped the best i could... that's all i could do.

what kind of life is this?
this is the part where any break in the psychosis or symptoms has to be cherished and experienced to its maximum. if you wake up and feel good enough to go out and do something, do it! go to beautiful places. go to the supermarket smell the fruit. ride your bicycle as fast as you can and screeeeaammm. savor any moment you have... however fleeting.