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Originally Posted by BlackPup
Every now and then I have another freak out about how I've got this BP gig for the rest of my life. I'm stable now so I shouldn't be complaining but I feel trapped by the life long meds, appointments, constant vigilance of moods.
I worry about the future - what if I relapse, what if I can't be a good mum and wife. What if I can't work again. What does a life with bp look like? Is it even worth going on?
Does anyone have any answers?
Do any of you feel the same?
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I feel this way all the time.
I dont have any answers though, I just try not to think about it, take the meds and think of it just as today. Big picture is too big and sad and scary. Today is ok. I can accept today.
As for is it worth going on? I try not to think about that either. I just hope it will be better.