Right now my question in all things is, "Does it ever get easier?"
I feel like I'm barely staying above water. This weekend I have an event to attend in which my abuser will be there. I've never handled it well in the past... I can't see this time being much different. I have to go though.. somehow I have to find a way to be strong. Ugh.. I hate this.
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“People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.” Elizabeth Kubler- Ross
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