Good for you! I know what you mean about an addictive personality. I can get addicted to anything! I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict and believe me, getting sober was no picnic. I got off booze and pills at the same time.

I belong to AA, and thank God I had a great home group who took me under their wing, and didn't leave me alone.
I give you ALOT of credit for telling your dealer NO when he offered you some weed. That took alot of guts! I'm PROUD of you!!!
As we say in our group, keep on keepin on! God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee