Thank you for posting this - I worry too. All the time. And I also feel constrained by appointments and meds and moods... It can be quite suffocating at times. But, it's like moodiegirl mentions, others have lifelong illnesses to deal with, some far worse than ours, and they find the strength to deal successfully - why can't we? Of course some days are going to be more challenging than others, but I think that's true for anyone, sick or not. We just have to stay vigilant and stay strong with each other - that's why we're here! Keep posting and let us know how we can help you!