...well you gotta be.... right?


so much training so many hours at the track!
so many damaged feelings I want them back...
I want them all back...but no I don't they don't exist no more I can't cope with them.

run run and jump stop this vault it aint' my damn fault you idiots! stop watching!!...oops...


had a feeling ripped it out of my brain burning in a heap on the ground it was
...

...and it's never got much to do never got much nope ...with nobody else this is the personal olympics here!

just putting up with myself...insane
put on the supermental spandex ...stick a freaking number on my back and watch me do the ultra diabolical cerebral marathon!...


...the bipolar... olympics

hehe