I lost my job earlier this year for the first time due to my absences and depression. I don't know how to help but just to say that I understand not being bad enough to be disabled but have trouble holding down a job. It is so unbelievably hard. I would think that your medication needs to be changed maybe. Antidepressants don't work for me, at least the ones I have tried, but hopefully whatever medication you are on, or might try, will work for you. Hugs to you.