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Originally Posted by twiddle
Thirdly, is a feeling like the meds have buried the "me" somewhere in my brain, that I'm not the same person I used to be. I used to be vivacious and fun and spirited and now I just feel flat.
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yeah this bit..
very well described....I still feel 'buried' ....I know the feeling.
but I couldn't handle me exposed?...I used to be like a rocket!...fully charged unstoppable...now I'm like a birdie in a cage....
but I'm apparently safe in here...but it still feels un-natural.
I don't have the balls to change it at the moment cos I know what happens ...I run off into fantasy land ...but something will always be awesome about that!!
damn it..