this is where I get annoyed somewhat!...and especially with myself.!

so many things along the way along my 'road' (if you wanna get poetic?)...

so many things have 'formed' me!

so many things beyond my control turned me into the person I am now...
so many things...!...and according to the way I was designed by nature and genes and the universe....I'm a freaking disaster!

...unless I remove all the world around me do I feel comfortable I am not a disaster anymore....thats an extreme.

unless they remove all the world around me will they feel comfortable they are not idiots anymore...thats an extreme too.

there is a space....where everyone runs to when they are upset...it's the same space for all and everyone it's alone!...

why the f...k would anyone want to go there?

it's safe thats why