Hi Hummer,

Welcome to the site.

I am thinking on the same wavelengths as a few others. Why not start fiddling with something, and let your creativeness flow.

We need money my husband quite his job.....this is an opportunity for me to contribute on a scale that is not the norm for me.... perhaps you are feeling overwhelmed by this.

I think, maybe you are overthinking so much. Your husband quit his job-that's stressing. Your hand is feeling different-that is stressing, because sounds like your hands are definitely your livelihood & expression. Maybe you are having the equivalent of writer's block right now. But I think you are more than capable once you start something, I think all this indecision with fade to the background and your artisitic level will take over. Give it a shot, see what happens...think of the way you feel when you are creating, tap into that. Let us all know how you are doing, and if you need to talk you can post or come to chat. There is always someone around.

Best of luck, hugs, Lisa