I burn around my wrists, it was always on the left arm,
But then I told what I was doing and I did stop for a few months.
I now have burns in the side of my right wrist, I don't always hide it.
I can't remember a lot at the moment and only know I told one friend. That I have si recently.
I don't hide them as such but if any one questions them I get up tight.
I say that I done it at work as I'm always getting cuts etc.
my own behaviour is weird to me, that I don't hide it, yet get up tight when asked.
My mum tends not to ask cos I know she can't stand the pain. And with out telling her that I have si I think she knows.
I'm sure people do care they are just frightened of your answer!
I once see a girl in the shop she had visible scars all up her arm, and some cuts.
I see people watching her, wondering judging. No one would dare ask her what had happened cos they wouldn't. Want know the truth they wouldn't understand.
I wanted to go over to her and hug her cos I know the pain she was in to scar her body so badly.
My point is, it's not people don't care, they just don't know what to say as they don't understand.
If you had never self harmed, would you ask a stranger how they got that cut? And if they replied I did it myself how would you react?
And so you know we all care about you very much, your not alone here ((hugs))
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