I think i would have had an easier time accepting what my counselor told me had our school been like yours. When there is so much violence, the teachers have their hands full just trying to keep their classrooms under control. I was in high school in the late 70's. The pendulum has swung back to the kind of school you describe. At least around here. Too many kids, all become faceless and invisible. You shouldn't have to be afraid of going to school. In a situation like that, if you were quiet and not acting out, no one probably knew about your pain. It sounds like the only kids that flew above the radar were the ones causing trouble. I'm sorry you had to get your education in an atmosphere of fear and violence.

Sam2