Well thanks James I do feel Insignificant with a capital I. I just wish they actually got it you know? Yes I've been wild the past like 3 days can't stop talking moving and I know it's annoying them. By them I mean family. They put up with it I suppose the best they know how. I'm unpredictable and a little off my top. I just hopped on my pushy for a Quick ride an that helped but still it doesn't fix the lonely issue. I guess I shouldn't expect anything it's always been the same.