I have trouble being honest with psychologists, even when I trust them. I mostly sidestep issues I should face head on, and I carefully control what I say and how I appear. I like to be in control and not a passive rambler...

I'm so anxious, waiting to feel better, not knowing if I am getting better. I feel like I should plan in case things don't get better, but that is frustrating and saddening to think about and might be contributing to me not feeling better.