Feeling better that I actually went and picked up the Li. Now I have to do the same thing with the Cymbalta in 2 days and I anticipate having the exact same struggle only worse. This one is expensive. I know I'm cheap but there must be more to this than not wanting to pay for this stuff. I spent half my therapy appt. Thursday talking about this. Seems ridiculous..... but... it is a real problem. I have been tracking my mood and the past month has been better than ever in the past year with the combination I'm on so I don't know why I want to sabotage myself. I am new to meds (well, 2 years or so) so having this battle with myself is new.